everything is so wrong these days.
i don't know how i'm supposed to feel,
in the end i'm nothing but sad-
i can't even decide if it's a prerequisite,
or a direct consequence of a bigger thing.
i never gave any season any permission,
to swallow me and chew me up-
spitting me out the same person in different clothes.
and here i am all over again,
at the same desk, the same light,
(one of the bulbs has burned out)
wondering if ramen noodles and the early november
can get me through the fall semester..
i will give you anything,
if you could make me warm dry and lonely.
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